BAZ’S 1ST INJECTIONS




Vaccination

Originally uploaded by cholmondelly

BAZ GOT HIS FIRST LOT OF VACCINATIONS TODAY -2 NEEDLES ON EACH LEG AND AN ORAL…

ONLY CRIED ONCE ON EACH LEG AND HAS BEEN QUIET AS A MOST -MOSTLY SLEEPING THROUGHOUT THE REST OF THE DAY…

I HATE NEEDLES SO IT WAS DOUBLEY PAINFUL TO SEE BAZ GO THROUGH IT AS WELL..

AFTER THE SHOTS HAD TO RUSH HIM TO SURGERY TO GET THE VEIN UNDER HIS LIL TONGUE SNIPPED. APPARENTLY TONGUE-TWISTED IS A MEDICAL TERM! (WHICH BAZ MILDLY HAD) -WHICH WAS PARTLY WHY I HAD SO MUCH TROUBLE BREASTFEEDING HIM.

BOTH THE LACTATION CONSULTANT AND TREATING DOC SAID THAT IF WE DIDN’T GO THROUGH THIS THEN BAZ WOULD END UP WITH A SPEECH IMPEDIMENT…SOMETHING LIKE JAMIE OLIVER….BUT HE’S PROBABLY A CUTER, LESS EXTREME VERSION…

AYMAN DID GIVE ME A RIDE FOR THAT…AND WE GOT THE DOC TO SEE WHAT WE COULD DO ABOUT BAZ’S PERTRUDING BELLYBOTTON AS WELL AS THE CHEST SOUNDS HE’S BEEN MAKING…

LATER THAT NIGHT…WAS READING THROUGH THE MAIL AND ONE SAID THAT CENTRELINK NEEDED HIS TAX FILE NUMBER IN ORDER TO CONTINUE WITH THE PARENTING PAYMENTS. WOULD IT BE TOO SOON TO REPORT TO ALL THE AGENCIES THAT WE’RE SEPERATED?

I DID MESSAGE HIM BEFORE THE BIG PHONE ARGUMENT ABOUT HOW SAD I WAS TO SOON GIVE UP MY DREAM, MY HEART, MY LOVE BECAUSE BEFORE HE LEFT AFTER DROPPING US HOME, HE GAVE ME DIRECTIONS AS TO HOW TO RELINQUISH THOSE SPIRITS AS WRITTEN IN THE PREVIOUS POST AND HE SAID, IF ITS NOT THE JINNS THEN ITS OVER…

HIM SAYING THAT MADE ME EMOTIONAL AGAIN…

I’M NOT EXPECTING HIM TO COME BACK OR WILL BE ASKING HIM TO COME BACK BUT JUST THE THOUGHT OF BEING MARRIED TO HIM, TO THE ONE I LOVE BUT NEVER GETTING LOVE BACK AT ALL, YET ALONE RESPECT OR CARE REALLY HURTS….I’M NOT EVEN SURE WHETHER I CAN LOVE ANYONE AFTER THIS…ESPECIALLY WITH BAZ IN THE PICTURE…WILL HE EVEN LET ME EITHER?

WHY IS IT WHENEVER I TRY TO FIGHT FOR MY RIGHT, WHAT I DESERVE -PEOPLE THINK I’M THE LAST ONE WHO SHOULD RECEIVE IT?

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~ by nursheikha on May 27, 2009.

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