must move…need to loose weight…

got into a mini-disagreement with ayman today…

came back near magrib coz had to pick up the avon brochures…still no sales :(…anyways, its just play money…i’m not losing millions and was always anti-selling before…was saying i should quit because its all a waste of time…if that’s the case, then what is my release?

anyone who’s been in and around the mirrabooka area would know its quite hilly, so even if i don’t get any sales…just to shed a few micro kg’s, breathe some fresh air instead of curry at home or baasil’s shit or vomit, clear my mind and not crying my eyes and heart out of the messed i’ve put myself in doesn’t hurt…

if it weren’t for avon, or groceries or baz’s checkups -i don’t see any need of going outside, especially when its so cold and rainy…and i’m still not sleeping enough…

but when i look at my droopy stomach, should at least try…

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~ by nursheikha on July 15, 2009.

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